God's plan.

I see God.

I see God in this whole situation.

He's right here holding my hand, holding me tight.

He's going to get me through the pain

through the confusion

through the hurt

through that feeling of failure.

He's NEVER going to let me go.

Never turn His back on me

Never give me something I can't handle

Never let me go unloved

I will never blame God

Never turn away

Never try to understand why

Never fall away from my Savior

If God really wanted for me to be in Brasil, He would have brought me there. I have no doubt about that in my mind. As I am constantly reminded this isn't Plan B. This has been God's plan the whole time.

So today I am choosing God; not understanding. Because I know that if I choose understanding I won't always choose God.

The faithful love of the Lord never ends!

His mercies never cease.

Great is his faithfulness;

his mercies begin afresh each morning.
I say to myself, “The Lord is my inheritance;

therefore, I will hope in him!”

The Lord is good to those who depend on him,

to those who search for him.

So it is good to wait quietly for salvation from the Lord.

And it is good for people to submit at an early age
to the yoke of his discipline:
Let them sit alone in silence

beneath the Lord’s demands

Let them lie face down in the dust,
for there may be hope at last.

Let them turn the other cheek to those who strike them
and accept the insults of their enemies.
For no one is abandoned

by the Lord forever.
Though he brings grief, he also shows compassion
because of the greatness of his unfailing love.
For he does not enjoy hurting people

or causing them sorrow.

Lamentations 3:22-33