Friday, November 17, 2017

ugly poem from the heart

  • here's a little poem i wrote while suffering on the ward. 


  • the days are dark and weary
    when did my life become so dreary 
    it’s always struggle 
    it truly hard to be a muggle
    up and down through the day
    i have so much I need to say
    starting with i’m not okay
    i’m going down the long hard way
    is there some sort of out?
    truly that’s all i think about..
    getting low, low & lower
    somebody grab the lucky clover 
    because if I can’t get out
    i’m gonna sit here and pout 
    but please Lord take my pain
    it’s rapidly effecting my brain 
    too many thoughts inside 
    even though i keep my bible by my bedside 
    seriously is today the end? 
    i think not, because of my kind friend
    but to be honest i’ve given up 
    it’s the lower half of the cup
    as death is calling my name
    the real voice seems to stay the same 
    thank you God for saving me
    even though I’ve ruined it with pee
    actually death is inevitable 
    Can barely sit still at my table 
    i’m ready to die 
    don’t even need to say goodbye 
    hello there, there child
    your life is just a little wild